After my post, Valerie Rayne’s Smoking Confession #1, I was sent a message from a follower who really liked the post. They were curious how long it took for the ashtray to go from empty to full, so I decided to spend the day tracking the journey of my ashtray. Consider this the continuation of my ashtray confession!

I wake up, usually in the early afternoon, and the very first thing I do is empty the never washed ashtray. This thing is absolutely coated in a thick layer of ash and is permanently grayed because of it.

It takes me about an hour to fully wake up. I enjoy my coffee from Tim Hortons (I’ll take an extra large triple triple, please) while chainsmoking to get into the day. While it looks like I smoke a lot (and I do), you have to remember that I share each of these smokes, so I’m really only smoking half of a cigarette each time.

The day goes on and I smoke and smoke, filling my ashtray to the brim. Most of my days are spent smoking and working on content – editing videos, uploading pictures, coming up with captions or writing posts like the ones you see here. Around 11, the house starts quieting down and The Boyfriend and I get to spend some time cuddling and watching our favorite shows.

We try really hard to go to bed around 3, although we’re often up until 4 or 5, especially if we decide to have sex that night. By the time we go to bed, the ashtray is well and truly full. It’s often a struggle to put the smoke out by this point. You’ll also notice the table around the ashtray gets ashy as time goes on. That gets cleaned up every morning when the ashtray gets emptied.
So, there you have it, I have thoroughly confessed my ashtray sins!
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