After reading my post about my smoking journey, a follower pointed out that it didn’t really touch on the fetish aspect of my smoking experiences. How did I discover my smoking fetish and when did I realize I had a smoking fetish?
I’ve touched a little bit on the things I really love about smoking and what turns me on about it but now, I want to try to remember how my fetish was born and grew. Let me just preface by saying, I smoked for a long time before I realized it could even be a fetish.
When I uploaded my first smoking video to Pornhub, The Smoky Blowjob in 2018 (which is currently unavailable, sorry), I wasn’t entirely aware of the possibility of a smoking fetish. I was just a heavy smoker who sometimes included smoking in sex acts. Yes, I obviously thought it was hot and often found it to be a major turn on, but I didn’t realize other people felt the same way. 2018 Val was dumb, what can I say…
Then the comments began flooding in. Some said something along the lines of, “You should make more smoking content” and a door was opened. “Have you ever tried blowing smoke rings? Do you do snap inhales? What about a dangle?“. Now that my eyes had been opened to the fact that others might be turned on by smoking, it lit me up (pun intended)! A door was open and I ran through it hard and fast.
Because I smoke so much, it just seemed natural to include it in my solo content. It quickly became my favorite type of content to make. There is something wildly sensual about smoking a cigarette and thinking about someone watching me enjoy it. Sometimes I think my smoking fetish is very tied up in my exhibitionism fetish. Would it arouse me as much if people weren’t watching and consuming? Hard to say.
I differentiate between the regular smokes and the fetish smokes because I smoke so much. A regular smoke has no thought or intention behind it – it’s just light up and smoke. A fetish smoke is purposeful, the inhales are deep, the exhales are controlled in specific ways. The regular smoke, I feel in my head. The fetish smoke, I feel in my body.
Over the years, I feel like my smoking fetish has grown and expanded. It’s become a big part of who I am as a person and as a content creator. Not only do I enjoy actually smoking, I enjoy watching people smoke and I enjoy talking about aspects of this fetish. I think about smoking as a fetish at least once a day, I convince myself not to quit or slow down because of the fetish, I have at least one fetish-focused smoke a day and I’ve created multiple communities online for smoking fetishists – what started as an exploration has turned into a full-on obsession!
This blog, an entire place for me to write solely about my smoking fetish, is proof positive of the expansion of my smoking fetish journey!
So to wrap up, I hadn’t really considered myself to be a smoking fetishist for about 15 years of my smoking journey. Hadn’t even realized it was possible! I’ve been a smoking fetishist, knowingly and fully aware of it, for about 7 or 8 years. As the years go on, I become more and more interested in smoking as a fetish and I believe it is very tied into my exhibitionism fetish.
Valerie Rayne Smokes 